I have yet to see a penny of child support. Unemploment has not come yet. So though I did get a new job, I can't cover my bills until I start the new job. On top of it all my idiot son, who has already totalled 2 cars, decided I didn't know what I was talking about and so hasn't bothered to check the water and overheated my car and now it's fucked.
I have no one. No family except my children. My folks have passed and any aunts or uncles or cousins are either so far removed or so snobby they don't know I exist.
I have never been to this point in my life. I would honestly just rather die than continue on in total poverty. Only eating every couplw of dayz so the kids have food. Hell I can't even buy tampons or pads. I've been stuffing my underwear with toilet tissue until I realized I only had one roll left. There is enough food so the kids can eat tonight and tomorrow then nothing. I will have to walk the three miles to the food bank and pray they'll not ask a lot of questions. Otherwise they'll call DCF and I'll lose the kids.
How did my life get this bad so fast? What did I do to deserve this?
I'd shoot myself right now if I had a damn gun. They stole those in the first break in. How lucky is that?